Whitney was in Such Pain She Just Wanted IT to Stop

The first time I heard about Zanax it was from Bill. He loved Zanax and alcohol. He had stop drinking because he was very sick. But he still had a young body. He could fight.  No, He did not want to wait for the cure.H has had enough!  Zanax and alcohol took him to the same road as Whitney. Whitney Had enough!

The first time I heard about Zanax it was from Bill. He loved Zanax and alcohol. He had stop drinking because he was very sick. He still had a young body. He could fight.  But the disease was ravishing his brain and his legs and he was always in pain. He did not want to wait for the ‘cure'.

Zanax and alcohol took Bill to the same road as Whitney. One night he took enough Zanax and Morphine and he went. Bill my best friend, was in his 30’s.
Whitney Had enough! Actually she was very lucky. To have an angelic voice and become world known for her talent. She had a family that adored her. She had a daughter that needed her.

But the drugs had created havoc in her brain. Is not what we can do but what we believe we can do. I call it the "Flea Rule”.  You take a bunch of fleas and put them in a jar with a close lid. The fleas will start jumping up to get out,  consequently hitting their heads against the lid. After a while they don’t stop jumping but now they don’t jump as high as they lid. They most say if they could speak, FThis.

But something amazing then happens.  You take the lid off the glass jar and the fleas will jump, but never as high as where the lid was. They think the lid is still there because of their bad experience before and now they had enough. They will jump, because they need to try to get out, but they don’t get out because they no longer try as hard as they did before, thus they will die in the glass jar.

Am amazing lesson to be learned from  such small pesky pest. In the mist of imagined or true failure if we would just try as hard as we did before!….and again the condition on the fleas was imagined. They were going with old information of how their head got hurt trying to jump up to the jar. New information is now in but they are no longer able to process it. No body knows why.

If we could learn from the ones that go before us!
Whitney was so damaged in her insides that she just wanted the pain to stop.

adam@adamfoxie*